ART: MORNING HAVEN

This title means exactly what it says. In the morning or the middle of the night I wake in a panic; I have episodes of anxiety attacks that at the present moment I am not taking medication for.. do deal with the problem and until I am done my self research art seems to pull out that tension. At the break of morning when the sun was hinting from the sky waking up in one of my panic attacks, there is always paint and canvas when I can by my bed on the floor. This morning I painted rapid and let the mood and current feeling take control like with all my paintings, created a pair of wings in my mind and just let them fly all over the canvas. Here are the results of one and many of those nights and mornings and this really helps deal with the problem more than medication I took as a child. Whatever I paint I treasure as my child and let it go the same.. always glancing at its picture, hoping someone is taking care of it because it was very personal to create.